It's now or never

I'm not lazy. I'm just not motivated.
I feel angry because I know that if I do not do well in my exams i'm gonna fail..
the finals exam is next and i'm scared for the fact that i'm not prepared for it.
I tried to start studying but i can't. it seems like i felt easy-going for the past weeks and started skipping classes and missing quizzes. I surely felt bad about that but it becomes usual to me as i did it several times.. And now i'm regretting it and something's telling me that i have to do something about it.. it's about time for me not just to think about that i can do it but also to start putting it to my routine to be hardworking and persevering to any little things that i can do.. Time is short..
After I watched this inspirational japanese drama about school and not giving up in studies no matter what, i felt more alive and motivated.. I knew i forgave myself and i'm ready to move on..
With my God.. with my will, with forgiveness i can do it..

SO when I wake up tomorrow i'll start to ...